Thursday, January 12, 2006

my real estates are real...

tip of the hat to paintergirl for swiping her concept of naming posts after songs. if you can guess where this one is from you might win a prize.

actually the real point of that title is that i've gone commercial. i'm trying to get some money making ads, and maybe get some sort of kick back from all this.

spoiler alert: today's blog is a real downer, so feel free to skip down.
the real title of this should be 'fading...or tapped out'. yesterday i had it really bad. my mind was racing over thoughts of failure and having run out of time. some notes i took say things like 'feeling crushable, like a sheet of thin ice that's been shattered by a stone'. i was in the midst of creating ideas for promoting a brand i'm working on, and just felt uninspired. too tired, too ground down.

at times i feel overqualified for what i do, but when i don't get ideas, i feel really worthless. then i heard about the kid who made a million bucks in six months, and it put things in sharp relief. maybe it's chemical though, because i've been exceptionally tired and have had migraines everyday.

i'd like to end the blog on an up note and include links to some shows i've seen recently (boy, when i used to say that it was for shows like circle jerks and black flag). of course, i heartily recommend all of these:
egon schiele
aiga: 365
jonathan levine gallery, my favorite new discovery

no music lists, but here are some podcasts i've been listening to
pnsexplosion
the bitterest pill
the ricky gervais show
and of course, dawn and drew

1 Comments:

Blogger paintergirl said...

You are crazy with the podcasts. Very funny you have a perm link to Gervais. Your dream is good. It probably helped a bit. I had a dream I sent a love letter to Carmine Soprano. I don't know where to start on how wrong that is.

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